Heads (Got 'Til It's Gone Remake) Pt. 1.

Today, I'm here
But tomorrow, where will I be
And with who?
To that, I have no clue
So confused...
Fixated on past fantasies
Of childhood
Which breeds present troubles
And conflicting attitudes
On aspects of life
Currently in
Pursuit
I can't tame these demons
Inside me...or is it you?
Baiting me to unleash
My anger
And rage
See, friends don't let friends make foolish
Mistakes...



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Wishing on a Star (Remake)

I'm wishing that you are....
Someone that you aren't....
I wish that it could be....
More than just a dream....
Time and time again....
You've proven to be just a friend....
Oh, how I wish to see....
Us being together happily....
But now, I'm reduced to tears....
Because of wasted years....
Chasing after you from the start...
For you to only break my heart....

(And I wishing on the rainbows,
That I see...
That you could be just lying here,
Next to me....
I don't need any fancy clothes
Or cars....
I just want to spend nights with you,
Under stars....)



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Back Down Memory Lane (Remake)

I've made mistakes in the past
Don't know how I eluded His wrath
But it helped to shape my path
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

Future happiness is what drives me
Current troubles try to gyve me
But my faith allows me to break free
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

I'm establishing a nation
Based off Bob's education
And Michael's dedication
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

I know what I was born to do
And how I'm going to keep it true
But how will YOUR legacy define you?
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

The Inspiration of R.A.

When I go...I'm gone
Never to return
Looking far over the horizon
Why would I ever want to turn...

Back...again?
Though the friendships that were won
Would make me stop to wonder
Am I leaving matters undone?

Perhaps...maybe?
But I shall never know
My bags are already loaded
As I'm preparing myself to go

Oh why...the rain
Is coming down so hard
Is this a woeful omen
Or is this city now scarred

I love...you all
But it's time for a change
As I gave you all I got
I've slowly become deranged

The final..farewell
Meditation ascertained
Space is needed to gain knowledge
Unadulterated and unconstrained...

Mary

He's dying
He's dying
And I can't stop from crying
And I thought I'd feel some joy
But to myself, I'm lying
He's dying
He's dying
And I can't stop from crying
He's caused me hurt and pain
But my heart is somberly sighing!

Have Mercy!
Have Mercy!
For he no longer hurts me
He's sorry for his sins
And to death, he's no longer worthy
Have Mercy!
Have Mercy!
Grant him more time to show thee
That he's learned from his mistakes
And from Earth, too soon for his leave

It's too late!
It's too late!
He's lifeless on this very date
And though I tried to pray
God already determined his fate
It's too late!
It's too late!
While he's standing outside the gate
He asks to come in
But eternal burning is his mandate!

Timing Mirror's Refrain

Preseverance has a new name
And it sings as bells and chimes
For 24 years, her legacy created
Still withstanding the tests of time

This name of Preseverance
Has been known for five years
The battles have been mighty
And the triumphs brought only tears

Now, the moniker shines brightly
Through the crevices of despair
No longer shackled by those
Who've done everything but care

So herein lies Jaime
On Preseverance's name signs
Twenty-four years in the making
And still withstanding the tests of time...

#70: The Affirmed Quinzaine

Life is but a walking dream
Are you slumbering?
Or awake?