Centric

Extending hands to cold shoulders
Gives my fingertips a chill
Wondering why this could be
The manifestation of ill-will
Ill-will? Could it be?
Or a stroke of jealousy?
Not understanding what is the cool
Inherent inside of me
The cool, the suave
The natural ability
To create a ring of circles
That easily surrounds me
That fence guarding your heart
Is an awful sight to view
How do you stall before you start
While allowing anger to accrue?
Humble beginnings---I'm no better than you
Both working on that list named, "To-Do"
We all have faults, this much is true
But in friendship which comes, the effort is times two

Breathe's Breath

We as a society cannot cope
with the fact that living
Stereotypes are no joke
We perpetuate them daily
with a narrow scope
Eyes blinded but minds'
addicted like chasing dope
To the feens with pipe dreams
Hanging off necks like yokes
can we overcome a convoluted society
without craving ropes?
We dance for change
Sing from pain
Rap to entertain through show
(OR DO WE)
dance for change
sing for pay
rapping a minstrel show?
Ingenuity is key
to recovery
on this slippery slope
To gain traction
from satisfaction
reversing the self-hate woes
-Just broaden the scope-

After the Party

Complexity has no destiny
as its ill-will
sleeps next to me
Best for me? Please rest in peace
For no longer shall your stronghold
fear the death in me
Physically rather mentally
it's being made harder
than it has to be
Affecting me for I cannot see
I'm blinded by the shadows
of simple falsities
Not implicitly but explicitly
no one can define
who I am to be
So this misery is yet history
I'm taking complete control
now, leave me be...

Tails (Got 'Til It's Gone Remake) Pt. 2

(Mistakes.....)
If forgiveness is for the wise
Then Father let me be dumb
For once in my life
Let me play the bad one:

"Wicked and vicious,
I sicken
At the thought of someone
Openly self-convicted
At the hands of their own
Testimony
Shaking my head
These people are fakes and phonies
Same wack movements and lame excuses
Your presence to me
Is seemingly useless
WATCH OUT NOW!!!
Don't let me catch you snorin'
Cause 7 days later
Your family's tears will be pourin'
Drippin', slowly runnin' down the cheeks
Oh, "Internet thuggin'" cause you thought I was weak
Destroy the gate, shatter the windows, taking my time though
Hand you the package, now your block is Dante's Inferno



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Heads (Got 'Til It's Gone Remake) Pt. 1.

Today, I'm here
But tomorrow, where will I be
And with who?
To that, I have no clue
So confused...
Fixated on past fantasies
Of childhood
Which breeds present troubles
And conflicting attitudes
On aspects of life
Currently in
Pursuit
I can't tame these demons
Inside me...or is it you?
Baiting me to unleash
My anger
And rage
See, friends don't let friends make foolish
Mistakes...



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Wishing on a Star (Remake)

I'm wishing that you are....
Someone that you aren't....
I wish that it could be....
More than just a dream....
Time and time again....
You've proven to be just a friend....
Oh, how I wish to see....
Us being together happily....
But now, I'm reduced to tears....
Because of wasted years....
Chasing after you from the start...
For you to only break my heart....

(And I wishing on the rainbows,
That I see...
That you could be just lying here,
Next to me....
I don't need any fancy clothes
Or cars....
I just want to spend nights with you,
Under stars....)



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Back Down Memory Lane (Remake)

I've made mistakes in the past
Don't know how I eluded His wrath
But it helped to shape my path
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

Future happiness is what drives me
Current troubles try to gyve me
But my faith allows me to break free
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

I'm establishing a nation
Based off Bob's education
And Michael's dedication
("Success" is the name I proclaim)

I know what I was born to do
And how I'm going to keep it true
But how will YOUR legacy define you?
("Success" is the name I proclaim)